Another two weeks have passed. I have been working with Daerick for 4 weeks, 8 treatments in total. The past two weeks I have been progressing steadily, and I have the taste of what “real life” should be. I estimate that I am at about 65% recovered, and I have gained almost 20 lbs, and I weight almost 130 lbs (5’7″ height) as of this morning.
I really don’t know what Daerick did to help me, as everything is done without me knowing when it happened. I had no anticipation what so ever, it just happened. Two weeks ago, I started to scan my old pictures. I had a hard time dealing with my old pictures for years and some of the old memories really bordered me and I would easily get sick when dealing with them. But now I have been working with my old pictures, and I have enough courage and energy to go through my past in some detail. But I am doing fine, and the only explanation is that no only I am physically stronger, but emotionally recovered too.
I still have a ways to go, like my sleep is not perfect yet, but I am sure I am getting there.
Jun – San Diego March 10, 2019
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中文：
又过了两周。我已经接受了达瑞克四周八次的治疗。过去两周我可以说是稳步前进，我已经感受到“正常”的生活应该是怎样的。我想我已经好了65%，我在过去四周增加了差不多20磅。今天早上我的体重已经差不多到了130磅（我的身高是5尺7英寸）。
我确实不知道达瑞克是怎样帮助我的，因为这一切都发生在我的“背后”。我并没有过高的期望，一切好像是自然地发生。两周前，我决定整理扫描旧照片。很多年来， 我都无法整理我的旧照片，因为有些记忆会深深地伤害我，而每次我企图干这件事时就会生病。现在我已经整理了很多旧照片，我发现我有足够的精力和勇气去面对曾经走过的路，即便有些细节我并不想回顾。但我能这样做，唯一的解释就是我不但身体健壮了，而且感情上也痊愈了。
我还有一段路要走，比如我的睡眠还不好。但我相信我会走过这段路的。
Jun – 圣地亚哥 2019年3月10日