Dear Bokei & Bolun,
I have been praying to God that I could be able to go home before Valentine's Day. Now we all see that there is no hope. I miss you so much that this morning I selfied a few pictures, thinking you are missing me the same way. I have never been to the beach since you and Daddy left because there is no fun for me to go anywhere without you. Whenever I see other Daddy and Mommy being with their Children I wish I could be with you always. Yet as you all understand by now that life dose not always please us and it is the necessary step that Mommy be away in order to get well. I do miss you every single minute and my dream is to get well and go home and made our life a celebration every day. Won't that be fun that we can celebrate Christmas, New Year, Chinese New Year, and Valentine's Day all the time? Won't that be wonderful that Mommy will no longer lay in bed moaning but actively participate in all your school events and Church events, as well as neighbor events, and maybe many more... Only God knows. For that day to come, Mommy has been working so very hard... and you know Mommy loves you with all her heart
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. With all my love and thoughts,
Your super duper fun Mom
親愛的寶麒和寶麟：
我一直祈禱，希望情人節之前能夠回家。但現在看起來是不可能了。我非常想你們，我想你們也一樣想我，所以今天早上我自拍了一些照片。自從你們和爸爸離開之後，我一直沒有去過一次海邊，因為沒有你們在身邊去哪裡都沒有意思。每當我看到別的爸爸媽媽和他們的孩子在一起的時候，我總希望我也能同你們在一起。我相信你們現在已經明白了生活不可能總是美好，為了身體健康起來媽媽不得不暫時離開你們。我每分每秒都很想你們，我的夢想就是回家讓我們每天都象在過節一樣。我們可以不停地慶祝聖誕，新年，中國新年，還有情人節，等等。你們知道嗎？媽媽多麼希望能不再痛苦地躺在床上，能積極地參與你們學校、教會和鄰居們的各種活動！為了那天的到來，媽媽一直很努力，也相信神會給媽媽最好的回答。你們知道媽媽非常愛你們，全心全意。
。愛你們想你們的，
你們超級有趣的媽媽